I hate you

I hate you... The first time in my life I have been deceived. I loved you even more than I love myself. I had immense faith and confidence in you to have blindly followed your footsteps. I have done all that you have wanted. I have left many things for you.

I was even ready to bring down the stars if you have asked them. I have filled you with loads of love and affection which none can do.

Overjoyed was I when my eyes visualized the beauty of the world, when my ears listened to the voice as sweet as the nightingale, when my hands touched your tender feet where I was ready to lead my life, and when I could perceive the warmth emanating from your heart. I have loved you so much.

You have promised that you will be by my side for ever and never leave my hand but you have not kept your promise.

You were too selfish to have left me, to dwell in the adobe of god, never to return again.

The closer you are…..

It seems too strange in life that being distant from the person we love the most gives us even more happiness than being in their vicinity. Being by your side I dared not speak a word lest the words that have arisen from my heart hurt your feelings. I enjoy being silent and not talk a single word when you are beside me.

Feeling your presence by holding your hands gives me the happiness that I never felt and the assurance towards life that I never received. If God were to give me a wish I would have asked for your everlasting presence beside me.

But truly speaking, I even more enjoy the moments when you are far away form my vision. In these times I cherish those happy moments that I have spent with you, the days I and you have enjoyed by sharing smiles and the days I tried to pacify you when you were angry on me.

I can visualize your portrait being spun in the air in front of me and the usual smile I experience for most of the time when you are beside me. I aim at my target keeping you as the ultimate goal.

I wish not to meet you again lest those last loving, memorable shaking of our hands be replaced by a terrific fight. I now have all that I have wanted to have to have. Thank you friend for giving me all that I wanted to have…….

What they meant when looks can kill

What they meant when looks can kill? In this article I am neither talking about beauty nor any material possession but about something else that is more precious, which is commendable to be rewarded which you yourself will realize after reading this short story that should hardly take a few seconds but will surely consume you and your soul into fire to purify it to offer you a new spirit devoid of any ill feelings, jealousy or hatred of any kind.

As I was walking through a deserted street, early in the morning on a cold day even before the sun rays have stolen the darkness, I could find one among the billions in this world who was awake- awake to the maximum, his senses keen and his eyes and moments still as though they were searching for someone who would but present us just a single glance, challenging us to find him on that foggy day.

As I neared him, my heart beat even faster and unknown feelings arose in me- feelings that were only feelings and nothing else, a feeling of pity to that small child who was dressed up in rags whom I thought might be a victim of a flood wherein he was left behind to dwell on this cruel world, his parents being consumed in it, a feeling of sadness having realized that the situation of many others is like him, a feeling that was compelling me to ask him his details, a feeling to help him and a feeling which was after all a felling to weep for him.

Overcoming my shyness to be confronted with a small child unknown to me I asked him “what are you doing here?” to which I received a quick, short answer, unworthy to be called as an answer but to be called as a philosophical lecture or rather a philosophical sentence or a quest “I was looking for someone who can help me”.

What they meant when looks can kill !!!!

The curtain raiser towards a light hearted talk

High up in the air, wandering from one cloud to another which blissfully sailed in the vast expanse of vacuum, a little sparrow was finding the way to happiness. Departed from all earthly relations, sorrow filled its eyes which moved down as tears through which were visible the dark jet eyes which still possessed the lustre that could express by themselves unbound self confidence and love for others.

However what it knew not was a simple matter, which was nothing but the eternal truth that there is no place on this earth for expressions of true love which arise from the depths of the heart. It was however still not losing its confidence and was hopeful of finding at least one mortal or a beast or a bird which it would have worshiped as god if only it could find one. However who would be so unlucky to have departed from the materialistic world only to become closer to a small sparrow which is surely the costliest from the eyes of god but worthless when seen with the eyes of a human.

The seven oceans it did cross, the peaks it had reached, every forest, every adobe, every human it did scrutinize but where is it that it is searching for? It has become terribly exhausted, its wings had lost their strength to fly, its eyes had lost the power of vision, its heart beat slowed down and with endless speed it dashed down to the ground and was covered in blood when it was pricked all over its body with thorns.

However hope does not lose its hope. The soul emerged out and continued its journey. There is nothing which can stop its quest of a true human. It is not bound by strengths and weaknesses, no element of this earth can place an obstacle in its way, only its thirst drives it for ever and ever. Hope the mission completes soon.

Hi, I am Ranjith, a student from India. The story above is more than just a collection of words and thoughts. It is the truth that one should realize. The day when selfishness and greed captured humans, the entire world had lost its charm. Hardly do people care for others love and feelings. It is one’s personal life that on is more concerned of. The present generation knows not what the heart is, what words are and what feelings mean. Life can move on even when all the gizmos stop functioning, even when the sun stops its journey and even when the heart stops beating. All that is needed is needed is a light hearted talk.